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Millionth Second Chance

by Jayne and the Legend

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1.
Play On! 02:12
i’ve been sick with wanting i’d rather just not feel the hunter’s now the hunted the hounds are at my heels gotta fill up the void for the heart you took gimme four chords and a catchy hook (play on) i’d rather dance than feel my heart break (play on) i’d rather scream than make a stupid mistake (play on) you know i’m tryna get away (play on) so i can live to love another day the strain that fell so sweet has left me shaken to the core the violet’s rotted to a poison perfume it’s not so sweet as it was before gotta fill up the void for the heart you took gimme four chords and a catchy hook (play on) i’d rather dance than feel my heart break (play on) i’d rather scream than make a stupid mistake (play on) you know i’m tryna get away (play on) so i can live to love another day everything i found delightful everything that made me smile leaves me feeling cold and spiteful makes me sick, it’s fucking vile love’s a bastard, love’s voracious love’s a bait and switching game love had made my days hellacious love has sucked my joy away (play on) i’d rather dance than feel my heart break (play on) i’d rather scream than make a stupid mistake (play on) you know i’m tryna get away (play on) so i can live to love another day (play on) i’d rather dance than feel my heart break (play on) i’d rather scream than make a stupid mistake (play on) oh no, there’s no getting away (play on) looks like this broken heart is here to stay looks like this broken heart is here to stay this broken heart is here to stay
2.
129 03:28
i was wounded and broken, wandered alone lost my foundation, couldn’t go home dreams were all shattered, heart was the same no rules to break, all i had was my name you found me on the edge of delusion you seemed like a perfect solution your eyes pulled me in, a beautiful lure your body was icy and perfect and pure on the edge of the world I looked into your eyes an ocean, a shipwreck, I thought they matched mine so I jumped, and we swam in an ocean of ice I gave you my heart, and I took yours in kind we melted the icecaps, made roses freeze blue we ruined the world, and we built it anew the road swept me away, I tried to return you know i run hot, but your fury burned so i traveled in secret, a desolate path with your scattered breadcrumbs I found my way back on the edge of the world, I looked into the night and the strange never-darkness of neon bar lights so i jumped, and I swore this time I’d keep my head you boiled my blood, I fell into your bed the heat of your lips and the salt of your sweat were a sweet poison swallowed to keep me in debt those serpent eyes left me mesmerized i would die for the chance of your touch i moved at your word, any hour of the night i lived for the lash of your tongue caught in the knots that I tied at your will i was set up to fail from the start but for the moment you’d let me see god I’d let you tear me apart the summer was fading, and so was my star in your favor, i’d gotten myself in so far that when your words stopped, i started to think there was nothing worth pulling me back from the brink on the edge of the world i looked into the flames i swear that I saw you - you whispered my name So I jumped, tried to find you, and into the fire I poured out my soul, but the flames just leapt higher Now I’m lost in the wasteland, I hope you’ll return I know it’s a lie, but I won’t ever learn yeah I jumped, tried to find you, and into the fire I poured out my soul, but the flames just leapt higher Now I’m lost in the wasteland, I hope you’ll return I know it’s a lie, but I won’t ever learn
3.
the lady of the mountains called to me without a sound her heart song ringing clear across the ocean she christened me a noble name, and gave me a commission i pledged to soothe her soul with my devotion I fell into her bed one night, with fiery skies above she knew that I was given to another I wound my way into her heart and made it burst asunder We both bled as I ran back to my lover I had some grand delusions and i never could resist the melody of a broken heart The maiden of the lake came to me with a song She sang me stories of her broken past I didn’t know the strength of what she’d trusted me to hold I ripped the stitches she’d sewn on too fast she led me deep into her dreams, and i disturbed her sleep with visions of the shame she’d locked away i couldn’t bring her breath back, so I walked into the night praying for the stars to light my way I held my grand delusions, I still could not resist the melody….. I thought I was a healer, once could cure what ails you with a touch kiss your eyes and make you whole, smooth the cracks inside your soul but don’t you know my untrained hand will find your weakness and expand like ice until it blows you open leave you cold exposed and broken the warrior of the city wasn’t looking for my help her eyes betrayed the weight of what she carried i tried my best to help her, it even worked a while but the demons of the past do not stay buried I had to break my promises, although it broke my heart I tell myself that I gave my all I do not know, up to this day, if she’s alive or dead And that has been my burden to recall Do you see my grand delusions? Can you not resist The melody of this broken heart?
4.
Fade Away 04:13
i gotta be honest - i’m not one for talking revealing my deep inner truth if i just keep drinking then i won’t start thinking so gimme the gin and vermouth still waters run deep, and the secrets I keep are the kind that i’ll never confess i can’t speak the name and i’m pretty ashamed if they die with me, i think that’s best The words get lost on the way to my mouth They bounce around in my brain So without a sound is how my heart breaks And all that i wanna do is fade away Might be kinda risky But I’ll keep shooting whiskey to burn away this broken heart It quiets the voices and I’ll make some bad choices Your mouth is a work of art We slip away in the dead of night The moon light path dips and sways And without a sound is how my heart breaks And all that I wanna do is fade away My life is so disordered I might be moving forward But I can’t move on I’m barely treading water I’m waiting at the altar But the preacher’s gone I’ll never find any peace of mind So I’ll keep it to myself Spare the world my cry for help My head is still throbbing feels like my whole body’s An over exposed raw nerve Don’t know how I’m standing But I’ll keep pretending It’s fine, cuz it’s all I deserve I stumble home as the morning breaks Who cares if I sleep all day Cuz without a sound is how my heart breaks And all that I wanna do — There’s no one here to see me cry And all my tears fall in vain Cuz without a sound is how my heart breaks And all that I wanna do is fade away
5.
Greyfriars 05:10
i wanted to lie amongst the dead trace my fingers on their names  and breathe the deep green of the sod  to stand between the stones  and hide within their shadows  to feel the deep comfort of their chill the silence in the trees  broken harsh by raven calls  and the shattered monuments of ages past reaching for some sense of how you might feel  now that you've joined these old souls  beneath the grass. 
6.
we’re finally alone, the night is cool moonlight mist hangs in the air tonight, I’ll let you take the lead Yeah, I’ll follow you anywhere My fingers numb and fumbling your words unsure but strong you’re asking something simple I don’t know how to respond your eyes - your breath blue in the night i’m bound to this the stars align Do you know something that I don’t? This is my millionth second chance You say it’s just that I’m relentless I’m scared I’ve overplayed my hand I know this road, I know your driveway It’s humid, sticky, crazy calm I want to give you what you ask for I want to wake up in your arms We’re losing time, I catch my breath I can’t resist your velvet touch I want so bad to stop pretending I want it all a bit too much your eyes - your breath blue in the night we float in space our lips align Do you know something that I don’t? This is my millionth second chance You say it’s just that I’m relentless I swear I’ve overplayed my hand my god this is everything I ever wanted and i never knew the stars never shone so bright in my life or maybe all of existence and we’re burning in time with the skies our breath is so fierce and ragged and three words fall out of my mouth i’ve never risked more but we’re falling together, a meteor streaking the sky and nothing will ever be the same it’s just you and me, and the fire, and falling, the fire and falling, the fire and falling, it’s you and me, and the fire, and falling, the fire and falling, the fire and falling

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This is my debut EP. There are many debut EPs, but this one is mine.

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released June 29, 2020

Vox/guitar/bass/piano/synth - Michael Jayne Walker
Drums/percussion/fireworks/ambient soundscapes - Trevor James Walker

Recorded in various basements, closets, and kitchens, mixed mostly in a bedroom.

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